To the girls i've known...the one who keep on posting sad status' and the other one!!!
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She was stubborn. She was hard. She was tough. When it
came to something she wants, she can even become arrogant. Her green eyes! They
were so curious and so selective. What she got is what she wanted. Or what she
wanted…she made sure she got it. Plain and simple were her rules of life.
It was all easy and breezy for her. Yeah until, her
green eyes fell on him. He had deep blue eyes. The blue which had swollen her…wholly!
Everything felt like a dream. Without even acknowledging the fact, that she was
falling for him, she just kept dreaming. He had become the center of her world.
Everything except him…was hazy to her. Her wants faded gently in the
background.
It was no more a solid-sharp world, she had built and
ruled. There was no more a rule-checklist she once made and kept. Moreover, she
was no more the tough and damn-hard-hearted girl, the world has known.
Well, there was a sweet, cute, lost and innocent girl
even inside her. She longed for him. She simply needed (there was no more wants
then!) him…though she can’t even figure out why! It was the different life which
she was living then! So different from her true self.
At last, on one such dreamy day, he turned and smiled
at her. She was hyper-excited. She stared back at him like an idiot, with a big
stretched smile plastered all over her face. That was the beginning of her
tragical ending anyway!
A smile. A handshake. A greeting. Long comfortable
silence. Stolen looks. A broken Bye at last! This stretched out to long phone
calls. Shared laughs. Pleasant meets. Firm hold of hands. Warm hugs. After all,
the happy days she was dreaming! He said, ‘I like your eyes!’ She smiled
at him admiringly. She thought, ‘No one can ever be happier than me!’
Of course she was wrong. Wrong from the very
beginning. She felt love. She nurtured it. And she longed for it to be true to
eternity. Alas, life goes with the concept of neutralization. Isn’t it?
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At some point…the relationship she wished to long for,
you know, till the end of her breath; started to fall apart. No! It’s not her. It’s
him. What do you except from those magnetic deep blue eyes? They trap and hold…just
to drain you whole, sometime in future!
It’s not a certainty. It’s not even guarantee. It’s
just her absurdity…which stares back at her now. He left her long back, with all
the nasty reasons and foolish stories. ‘You’ve changed. You’re no more a
person I saw. I think it’s time for us to break. I don’t think it’s gonna work’,
he said. That was more of a conclusion than an uncertain doubt.
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She broke. Yeah, it was really a crush she had had. It
crushed her inward out, so perfectly. She is not a tough girl. She’s not even
the innocent girl. She isn’t even sure, ‘who she really is!’
Not anymore!
She left for the rehabilitation centre with the note, ‘You’re
not mine anymore. You’re someone else’. And I’m no more anyone. I’m dead!’
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Love is just magical,
For it can turn everything beautiful.
Can the nights be colorful?
Can the droughts be crop-full?
Love, just does that..!
Love made me to feel,
For I was once
blank.
Love made me belong,
For I was in no way
along.
Love gave me the strength,
For
which I was in need.
Love gave me the joy,
For
which I was in hound.
Love can make the rainbow rain..!
Love can make the oceans drain..!
Love can fetch the stairs to sky..!
Love can sketch the cries of joy..!
But, what if it does turn inside out..?
Delight, delights me no more,
I’m not strong any more.
Yes, I belong nowhere now.
For I lost what I possessed.
My soul is not mine any longer.
For it turned to be a solo mourner.
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Love shows the New YOU, to you.
But, it takes the Exact You when it goes,
Leaving you behind with the question, “Who am I after
all..?!”
-Sha
Damn you Dashes!
Note: This work is totally fictional, though written for the two souls who made me write this. This is not against all the guys, as you can yourself understand...but, there are still those people who are not even fit to be called as 'Guys'. And, let them burn in HELL! Other than that, Thanks for entering my fiction world!
-Sp-
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