What makes us? No, it's not our flesh, blood...not even bones! Then what? Hmm...they're Emotions! And, this is my try speak one of them. And, this one is the ONE which haunts?! Well, let's begin!!!!
Even a single fiber from the
brink of the sea, of this emotion is enough to set your soul on fire. Hmm, you
can feel where your soul lies in you, when you get to encounter with this
emotion. And actually, no one can escape from this emotion. You guessed what
I’m speaking about? Yes, it’s fear! (Have you thought Love? Well, that is even
more dangerous than fear. Let’s have a talk on this some other
time! For now
it’s only Fear😉).
Haven’t you felt the hands of
him – fear – stroke you? Haven’t you felt the fire they leave behind? Well, if
that is a no, I would agree that you’re a hypothetical creation of this
universe. Congratulations! But, I would bet my Sonata watch (Mind you. I would
never ever bet my watches if I’m not cent per cent sure on something.), that
such a living being cannot be found in this whole Universe. And yes, humans are
no exception for this case. Bingo Universe. We sail in the same
boat!
Fear casts its shadow on every
single thing. And that shadow is not the one out of blackish mirage. It is
fiery. He just eats you up – wholly.
You know how do I feel when I
fear? Well, it’s not easy to explain though. There will always be something,
which make my eyes open wide with horror and silent screams escape my mouth. My
stomach flips. And, I feel something…kind of a confusing pain, building up
within me. My pupils enlarge. Ah, I feel my heart pumping rapidly. Yes,
Adrenaline! Somewhere in my brain, this emotion triggers a chain reaction which
releases adrenaline into my blood stream. And, I sweat instantly as if there is
a flood draining me within. Fear makes me feel weak. He makes me a victim for
my very own being.
Somewhere in my dreams, I would
be running away from an invisible chaser; and I would wake up with a scream
(Well, that scream scares me even more!). Guess what? I realized it was fear –
the invisible chaser. Though he’s invisible, I feel him.
Fear – he’s a courageous guy, I
would say. ‘Coz, he sucks all your courage out and keeps it with himself. Why
would this happen? I mean, why would this emotion be there? Yes, my lifelong
encounter with him, made me ask this question many a times. Something which I’m
not sure of, something for which I care; makes me a victim for him. But, I
can’t really run away. ‘Coz such things will always be there in my life (Oh
come on, you can’t expect me to be saint-like!).
Emotions are mixture of colors.
Always! But, this fear always appears to be black, which is NOTHING (literally)!
It is really astonishing to know, that a mere shadow of nothingness, can become
Everything which you never ever want to encounter in your life! Eureka!!
And, we should not forget that the
shred of fear can make us look ahead. He can make us be protective for which we
care. And, he can make us productive, where we aren’t. Aha! He has two sides,
after all.
Well, this infallible symmetry
of Nature makes me awe-struck (with my mouth and eyes wide open!). Forever! And
Mr. Fear, though you scare me out of my wits, you thought me the hard lesson of
life. And, I’m grateful for that. But, I dare you to come out of your
mirage-body. Then, you’ll know what humans can do to you (too)! I dare you!
I don’t think you’re ugly yourself
(Maybe you’re handsome even?!) to scare me with your looks. Because, you’re
part of me. And, yes! “Emotions make us💥.”
PS: This piece is something I dared
to say out loud (You hear my sound of silence right?!). And, this is something
I loved writing.
-Sp-
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